ah yes everything is going well at the moment! softballs over, that medieval thing is done, salon over with, so its time to relax again. yeah yesterday before the dance i went to ally's with corey, marie, ally, and emmy and corey spat rootbeer in my hair cuz she was being a "fountain" haha (she was extremly hyper) then we went to emmys. i saw tom and dejans house!!! now i can furtherly stalk them. then me and emmy went to the dance and it was soooooooooooooooooo fucking hot in there. most of the music sucked cuz it was all rap. if i have maries party im picking all the music and no one is helping UNLESS!! they have good taste in music like me! but they played the song katie wrote and sang in for the last song and it was fucking awesome! i danced with simon for that song. her voice is amazing though but i had heard it before so i wasnt suprised. yeah then me katie holly and my sister took a water taxi home and me and katie jumped off the wharf 2 times and holly jumped off the bottom of the latter (she doesnt like the falling) and today i hung out with holly, we went for a walk then later went to the wharf and i jumped off but she didnt and her little brother jumped off the latter once. haha i felt like such a slut when i was jumping off though cuz my tank top got all heavy and you could see my bra yeah that was fun
1. Write something about 15 different people. 2. You can NOT say who they are. 3. If someone asks you which one is about them, you can NOT tell. 4. by the way im not putting them in order of who i like best okay i could like you the most and you could be in the middle or even at the end 5. and yes its very corny some of them, and yeah im bored as hell
1. you..i've known you like my whole life. your there for me anytime i need you. as just someone to talk to, or someone to make me laugh..alot!! haha i love you so much.
2. you..also known you like my whole life. we were best friends when we were little, now were just friends. you act like a total idiot sometimes, but sometimes your still my old friend.
3. you..just met you in 6th grade. your such an awesome person and i love you to death!! it sucks your moving (haha just gave this one away) but i will miss you forever and always!
4. you..i met you like middle of 6th grade and i love you so much since then!! you help me with like everything and can make me laugh too. haha our pretty lists!(i still dont think im pretty) you are my number 1 doctor love!
5. you..okay met in sixth grade (so many of these met in sixth grades! and still more to come) youre always there for me and im always here for you. had so many great times and more to come!!
6. you.. haha god i love you. known since middle of 6th grade. ive gone through so much with you!! haha were the slow joggers of field hockey. hahaha the "hot" list! i cant wait till ur back online!
7. you..haha your so mean..like me..but in a funny way!! ive known you since tennis last year. haha so many good, hilarious, mean times. i love you (have i said that for all of them?)
8. you..hahaha god so many hilarious times. i still remember the first time i met you.."wanna pet my bunny" hahaha god and the naughty skeliton! and the salt in my hair!!! it took forever to get it all out it was gross
9. you..known you for like ever also! our moms are best friends so we have all the same rules basically (except the damn nose getting pierced thing!! god i hate you! haha) yep we have each others cheesy lame stories everyday to look forward to haha were so lame..yet cool! i love you so much!
10. you..god i really love you sooo much. were best friends yet i can be such a bitch to you! your always there for me but i still cant always get everything out. and everything id like to say about you in here i cant think of so it kind of sucks haha but i really do and always will love you.
11. you..hmm you..i dont know about us. you used to be like my best friend, but now u just seem to hate me. i want everything to get better with us but i dont think it will. just know i still care about you alot and i hope you do to.
12. you..you are a really funny person. but you cant help me with other things. i dont even no if u really would care at all if i died or something. all you can really help me with is getting happier by making me laugh but thats not all i always need. also know i still care about you and i hope we can trust each other a little more cuz i know you dont trust me for some reason..maybe its because ive lost trust in you, well not exactly trust..i just dont no if you really care about the things i telly you.
13. you..hahahahaha god so many great times in homeroom, algebra class, and online. you are like the funniest person i know and half of the time it doesnt even seem like your trying to be funny which makes it even better. haha we always see and hear things no1 else does or we say things at the same time. i know you will be my cause of death and i greatly look forward to it.
14. you..god you haha you are so awesome. you can be funny, caring, whatever you need to be for someone. i mean we've had our rough times but we got over it and i can tell you care about me..by the way i totally love your hair dont ever change it (well keep spiking it but nothing else got it?!)
15. you..god the last person how does it feel eh? haha it was really hard picking the last person but i picked you because i figured no1 else out of the people i had in mind would ever read it. you are so awesome. when i first started talking to you online you were kind of annoying but you got so much better. i can talk to you about like everything and you totally no what im talking about!! i cant wait to read your really really long story next spring break but ill be pacient..i love you so much!
another uneventful weekend filled with rain and movies. i watched a lot of movies this weekend like, raising helen, finding neverland, star wars episode II, the series of unfortunate events, white chicks, finding nemo, elf, 13 going on 30. haha i have no life i know atleast i didnt read forty books though!! yes anyways julia im going to kill you if u dont come soon (well i may kill justin or max who knows!)
Pressure!
Pushing down on me Pressing down on you no man ask for Under pressure That burns a building down Splits a family in two Puts people on streets
Bah bah dah bah bah dah (Yeah) (Yeah)
That's okay! It's the terror of knowing What this world is about Watching some good friends Screaming "Let me out!" Pray tomorrow takes me higher Pressure on people People on streets
Okay! Bah bah dah bah bah dah
Chippin' around Kick my brains round the floor These are the days It never rains but it pours Bah bah dah bah bah dah
People on streets People on streets
It's the terror of knowing What this world is about Watching some good friends Screaming "Let me out!" Pray tomorrow takes me higher (higher)
Turned away from it all Like a blind man Sat on a fence but it don't work Keep coming up with love But it's so slashed and torn
Why? Why? Why? Love! Love! Love!
Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking Can't we give ourselves one more chance? Why can't we give love that one more chance? Why can't we give love give love give love? Give love give love give love give love give love?
Cause love's such an old fashioned word And love dares you to care For the people on the edge of the night And love dares you to change our ways Of caring about ourselves
This is our last dance This is our last dance This is ourselves under pressure
today was really really bad, i dont no why i was just mad at everyone and everything and it just got worse as the day went on!! i think ill tell everyone about it!
535- daddy dearest woke me up earlier than usual
645- on the boat, holly and katie being extremly annoying (u get up at 545 every frikken morning and see if your ms mary sunshine!!!) and i wasnt in the mood to put up with there annoying tendencies.
800- hahaha i love homeroom probably the best part of the day! its so funny
810, spanish- spanish...spanish is always bad
ssr- nothing to tell about
algebra- algebra..i hate algebra i am so getting out of it next year. hahaha but ians presentation was so funny!! he'd just say things that had nothing to do with anything!! god it was funny.
break- nothing eventful
hmm what was after break oh yes social studies! yeah we just worked on our skits hmm maybe i should just delete this....nah im to lazy.
science- i totally forgot what we did in science so apparently it wasnt that great
lunch- oh lunch we got assigned seats! i sit with ian, holly, sam, corey, josh, jimmy, and arthur (thats all i remember) its not a bad table but its not great plus who want assigned seats!!
LA- i hate LA. i hate ms anderson. hmm but LA wasnt horrible today now was it..yeah LA wasnt bad but it wasnt good.
Art-hmm i was only a total bitch to simon, thats about it..
Supervised Study- hmm pretty much did nothing. worked on my mathamatician for a bit. i got a hug from simon but it didnt improve my mood.
After school, softball game- okay yeah the softball game sucked we lost 11 or 12-1 it was against bonnie eagle and we totally gave them runs. it was supposibly cuz people were tired from funtown but who knows.
After game going to 545 boat- okay this was gonna improve everything!! julia was coming on the boat with me to the island and we were gonna hang out so much cuz i havnt seen her since february!! and what happens?!! max bitches about something and they dont come!!!!! i was soooo fucking pissed and i still am!! then when i get to the boat (it was the island romance 2 which is like the smallest boat) we have all these tourists waiting to get on the boat!! oh joy the summer is coming! i hate everyone!
drive home with mummy- hahaha this was funny okay there were these summer kids driving on there bikes and when we start to get up to them in the car i said to my mum... Me: Mum can u hit the stupid tourists on the bikes? Mum: No im to tired to hit stupid kids on bikes..I'd have to deal with something if i hit them and i dont want to right now...i will later
hahaha and yes that was my day! and if u dont think it was bad tell me
i havnt really wrote anything in a while but suddenly i want to but im still not sure waht about. hahahaha me and julia are remembering great summer stories and its making me miss summer so much!! god if u dont come down soon im gonna kill justin!! hahaha oh dear were making goals already. haha break one of max's pottery things hahaha u did that already "this thing wont break look at the bottom" *SMASH* "oops" hahahahahahahaha blame it on henry and of course burn something down hahaha god i miss you so much! god i miss summer so much!!!!! its hilarious!! but i wont see like any of my friends from town which will be kind of sad, but ill make the ones i really like come down and the ones i pretend to like can screw themselves haha jk i love you all but i wont be able to bring everyone down!! but i owe it to some people more than others. yep i have a bruise on my toe from the heater falling on it!!! it hurts when u poke it i have found hahaha yeah im stupid. and i hurt my arm to probably softball involved but it only hurts when i move it a certain way haha okay im gonna end this blog now
i hate how people end with like there name or nickname its so dumb
thats why i end with a song
this song is hilarious read the whole thing or atleast read the part i highlighted
Watching the people get lairy It's not very pretty I tell thee Walking through town is quite scary Its not very sensible either A friend of a friend got beaten He looked the wrong way at a policeman Would never of happened to Smeaton An old leodensian I predict a riot I predict a riot I predict a riot I predict a riot I tried to get to my taxi The man in a tracksuit attacks me He said that he saw it before me And wants to get things a bit gory Girls scrabble round with no clothes on To borrow a pound for a condom If it wasn't for chip fat they'd be frozen they're not very sensible I predict a riot I predict a riot I predict a riot I predict a riot And if there's anybody left in here That doesn't want to be out there Watching the people get lairy It's not very pretty I tell thee Walking through town is quite scary It's not very sensible I predict a riot I predict a riot I predict a riot I predict a riot And if there's anybody left in here That doesn't want to be out there I predict a riot I predict a riot I predict a riot I predict a riot
haha havnt really had time/felt like doing this thing for awhile and im just gonna do this test i stole from bridgets thing (haha i steal everyones things) cuz im extremely bored!
Current: • Outfit: oh oh my flame boxers and a tye dye t-shirt! • Hairstyle: down and messy (just got up) • Jewelry: none • Underwear: umm • Nail color: natural
Do you: • Cut yourself: no • Lick yourself: gross • Whine a lot: when i need to • Yell a lot: when i need to • Hate a lot of people: haha sixth graders..is that a lot? • Have too many friends: nah • Want to die: no • Have a bf/gf: no • Do drugs: im not like the rest of the island • Wear dark colors: not really • Dye your hair: i have
u ever: • Kissed someone: yeah Gotten drunk: no Worn rainbow: no Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: hmm i think so • Left the country: nope • Had a party with over 30 people: yep • Taken nude pictures: no • Stolen something: no • Caught something on fire: duh im a pyro • Cheated on someone: no • Wanted to cheat on someone: no • Asked someone out: yes • Had a dream, then the next day it happens: i dont think so
Last person: • You touched: that'd be val i punched her • You talked to: val again • You hugged: Ness i think • You kissed: hahaha max it was truth or dare • You instant messaged: holly • Who broke your heart: no one
Are you: • Understanding: i guess, it depends & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; &nbs p; ; & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; Arrogant: im not even sure what that means • Insecure: sometimes • Interesting: haha of course! • Hungry: no • Smart: when i feel like it • Moody: always • Childish: when i feel like it • Independent: sometimes • Hard working: uhhh maybe • Healthy: i guess • Emotionally stable: at the moment, but not always • Shy: sometimes • Difficult: hehe yes • Attractive: of course! jk i dont really think so • Bored easily: uhhuh i took this cuz i was bored • Thirsty: yess • Obsessed: GERARD!!! I LOVE YOU!!! • Angry: hehe most of the time • Sad: not right now • Happy: no im emotionless • Trusting: yes • Ill: umm no? &nbs p; ; & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; &nbs p; ; & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; &nbs p; ; & nbsp; &n bsp; Talkative: not right now • Ignored: oh of course how do u think my friends can stand me! • Reliable: yes • Self-discipline: uhh yet again not sure what it means • Sleepy: no • Lonely: vals here...
Info about yourself: • What is your birth name? Melanie Rose Floyd • What is your birthday?: January 9, 1992 • Current age?: 13 • Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: already answered this and no • How tall are you?: 5'5 • Shoe size?: haha 9-9 1/2 • Brothers/Sisters?: 2 sisters im the middle! • Job?: in the summer
Favorites: • What is your favorite band?: MCR and System of a Down in close second • Color?: black and blue • Soda?: i dont really have a favorite soda...sprite maybe • Music?: Alternitive!! • Stores in the mall?: hot topic, pac sun, best buy whatever • Ice cream?: cookie dough! • Roller coaster?: corkscrew • Candy?: chocolate!! • Cd?: I brought you my bullets, you brought me your love-MCR • Cookies?: chocolate chip • Juice?: iced tea? • Holiday?: my birthday!! • Month?: August
In the last 48 hours: • Cried?: nope • Missed someone?: yes • Yelled at someone?: umm probably • Changed your underwear?: haha yes • Drove somewhere?: umm maybe • Talked to someone on the phone?: yes • Been online?: duh • Smiled?: yes • Had sex?: 4 times • Kissed someone?: nope • Hugged someone?: yes • Last thing you ate?: chex mix! • Talked to an ugly person?: yes
Have you ever: • Been in love?: umm i dont think so if u tell someone u love them does that count? is it the same im confused • Kissed someone of the same sex: hahaha theres a story behind everything • Been in trouble with the police?: ........maybe..... • Hit someone?: hehe yes • Broke something?: YES!!! • Betrayed a friend?: i dont think so • Played strip poker?: umm no • Skipped school?: nah im a good girl • Stole something?: nah • Shot a gun?: yes • Broke something important?: ummm i think so • Smoked weed?: no • Dyed your hair?: yes
Okay last questions: • What is sitting next to you?: nothing well a chair that doesnt count • Do you get along with your mother?: yeah & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; &nbs p; ; & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; &nbs p; ; & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; &nbs p; ; & nbsp; Favorite sport?: Softball, Field Hockey, Soccer • Are you gay/lesbian/bi/straight? Straight • Been in a plane?: no • Killed someone?: no • Kicked your cat for the hell of it?: hahaha thats a funny question and no i havnt • Slept during class?: does a planitarium count...it was with school • Cheated on a test?: hahahaha yeah • Are you bored of taking this survey?: yess!! • What time is it now?: 11:49 &nb sp; im suppose to meet holly at 12 &nb sp; &nbs p; ; & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; &nbs p; ; & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp;
yeah havnt really felt like blogging for a while and now i dont either but i will hmm i lost my algebra binder and everyone who reads this must pray i find it or ms murphey will rip my head off. yep this song is really sad and i love it of course but it makes u think read it all if ur inteligent enough to read more than a paragraph
We've all seen the man at the liquor store beggin' for your change The hair on his face is dirty, dreadlocked and full of mange He ask the man for what he could spare with shame in his eyes Get a job you fuckin' slob's all he replied
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes 'Cause then you really might know what it's like to sing the blues Then you really might know what it's like [X4]
Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom who said he was in love He said don't worry about a thing baby doll I'm the man you've been dreamin' of But three months later he said he won't date her or return her call And she sweared god damn if I find that man I'm cuttin' off his balls And then she heads for the clinic and she gets some static walkin' through the doors They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner, and they call her a whore
God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes 'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to choose Then you really might know what it's like [X4] I've seen a rich man beg I've seen a good man sin I've seen a tough man cry I've seen a loser win And a sad man grin I heard an honest man lie I've seen the good side of bad And the down side of up And everything between I licked the silver spoon Drank from the golden cup Smoked the finest green I stroked daddies dimes at least a couple of times Before I broke their heart You know where it ends Yo, it usually depends on where you start
I knew this kid named Max He used to get fat stacks out on the corner with drugs He liked to hang out late at night Liked to get shit faced And keep pace with thugs Until late one night there was a big gun fight Max lost his head He pulled out his chrome .45 Talked some shit And wound up dead Now his wife and his kids are caught in the midst of all of his pain You know it crumbles that way At least that's what they say when you play the game
God forbid you ever had to wake up to hear the news 'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to lose Then you really might know what it's like [X4] To have to lose...
haha i lied when i said i was gonna write soon in the last one whoa bad mel! james is telling me to write in this so i am but i dont no what to write about so im gonna stop again hehe silly me!
i havnt felt like writing in here but i will now!! well this is boring..hmm haha well ill write later (i swear!!) i want to go play sims now though!! byebye all!
stole this from someone i dont even know but im gonna answer it cuz im bored!!
-Tell me about your- [Wallet] umm got it on my birthday from katie has purple flowers on it and its from Mexicali B lues &nb sp; &nbs p; ; & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; &nbs p; ; & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; &nbs p; ; [Brush] black [Toothbrush] pink, green, and white (its really ugly) [Jewelry Worn Daily] haha like none [Blanket] blue and fluffy [Coffee Cup] its different everyday [Sunglasses] lost 'em [Shoes] sneakers mostly flip-flops sometimes [favorite Shirt] "Let me drop everything and work on your problem!" its so me!! [Favorite Pants] jeans [CD In Stereo Right Now] My Chemical Romance!! [Tattoos] none [Piercings] 1 in each ear &nbs p; ; & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; &nbs p; ; & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; &nbs p; ; [What You Are Wearing Now] jeans and a t-shirt with eyore on it [hair] shortish and ash brown
-Last time you- [Smiled] uhh supper? [Laughed] supper [Cried] last night [Bought Something] today!! [Danced] thursday night [Were Sarcastic] haha supper [Had A Nightmare] like 4 years ago [Read A Book] today [Watched A Movie] today (the mummy returns) [Drank Something] supper, water [Ate Something] supper
-Body- [What Do You Like Most About Your Body] hair or eyes [And Least?] thighs and stomach [Do You Look Like Any Celebrities] hell no.
-Fashion Stuff- [Do You Wear A Watch] no [How Many Coats And Jackets Do You Own] no idea [Favorite Pants Color] is jeans a color? [Most Expensive Item Of Clothing] no idea [Describe Your Style In One Word] tom boy?
-Friends- [Do Your Friends Know You] yeah [How Many People Do You Tell Everything To] one or two
-Music;TV;Books- [Favorite Band] MCR!!! [Type of Music Most Listened To] rock [Type Never Listened To] i think ive listened to everything [Favorite Book?] speak!!
-General Questions- [Sunny or Rainy Day] rainy (like the garbage song im only happy when it rains) [Do You Consider Yourself Lucky] i guess [Choose One Word To Describe How You Most Often Feel] hahaha mad [Do You Own Plaid Clothing] no [Is There More Than One Zipper On Your Pants] one pair i hate them though [Does Your Hairstyle Exceed A Height Of Three Inches] uhh no [Would You Classify Your Hair As A Deadly Weapon] hell yes i would [Do You Have a Favorite Brand of Hair Dye] ive only highlighted my hair [Do You Own a Bandana] not sure [Are You Amused By Safety Pins] hell yes [Do You Like Candles] ooh yes! [Do You Believe In Soul Mates] hoping [What Do You Want Done With Your Body When You Die] cremated and spread through the ocean [What Are You Gonna Do When You Get Older] teacher or writer [What Band Are You Listening To] MCR [Look Out Your Window... Tell Me What You See] i dont want to get up and move the curtains [If You Could Have Any Animal For A Pet] pony! and his name would be brucey [What Is The Longest You Ever Stayed Up] like 6am
-Habits;Beliefs- [Do You Smoke Cigarettes?] no [Are You A Vegetarian?] no [Have You Ever Slept In An Alley Or Park] god no!! [Do You Wash Your Hair Less Than Once A Week] siickk no [Have You Ever Gone A Week Without A Shower] 5 days but that was at a camp
-About Me- [Birthday] january 9th [Sign] Capricorn [I live in] maine [Natural Hair Color] brownish blond [Current Hair Color] blondish brown [Eye Color] blue, green, gray it changes [Height] 5'4 1/2" [Shoe size] haha 9 [Parents] Kathleen and Michael [Siblings] Christie and Val
-Favorites- [Number] 2 [Color] black or blue [Day] saturday [Month] May, and August [Song] Cemetary Drive by MCR [Movie] hmmm Bend it like Beckam is good and so is Super troopers i dont really have a favorite i guess [Food] all girls favorite icecream and chocolate [Season] spring and summer [Class] Art probably maybe social studies [Drink] dont really have one maybe one of those Tom and Tom drinks [Veggie] Carrots? [Television Show] i dont watch TV shows much..CSI, Simpsons, and Jack and Bobby are good when i get around to watching something [Radio] CYY!!!! [Store] hahaha Hot Topic is awesome umm Old Navy is good too [Word] bark bark haha thats 2 but thats okay [Animal] duh no [Flower] Lilys
-This;That- [Me;You] you [Coke;Pepsi] coke [Day;Night] night [CD;Cassette] Cd [DVD;VHS] Dvd [Jeans;Khakis] Jeans [Car;Truck] either [Tall;Short] doesnt matter
"It is easier to floss with barbed wire than admit you like someone in middle school"
hahahahahahahaha another great quote from speak yep i screwed up the last post cuz i hit it to early and i dont know if its still there but it shouldnt be!! yeah anyways it was a good night/bad night so it was okay it had its ups and downs but someone made it really really really really good!! they should know who they are! yep anyways im tired just was writing a quick one before i went nuhnight
hahaha my subject is in the book i am reading its one of the chapters names!! isnt that cool!! yeah i wish i could write a song or a poem or something that doesnt suck completly. i will someday. yeah the poems i mentioned awhile ago did suck so i ripped them up. yep and im bleeding now i itched my cut and it started bleeding. im listening to the song in bouradees blog its really good. i want to know how to put a song in my pro!! hmm maybe bouradee will help me! bouradee IM me if u read this cuz ill forget to ask u. brr i m freezing. ooh ohh last night there was this HILARIOUS! comercial!!! it was about guys getting there dicks bigger! and i started cracking up and only val was in the room and she didnt get it and i didnt really want to tell her so i just laughed. yep i really want to put a song in here!! gosh! ill find someone to help me now
i dont no why i bother writing anything in this thing when im bored and dont no what to talk about but w/e yeah so im going in the oldport tomorrow on the 925 boat with holly! i want a book and maybe some cd's and she is gonna look for a costume for drama hooblah im bored and tired hmm i think ill just put a song in and be done hahaha i dont have a favorite part of this song or i cant pick one its all good!! ill just put the whole thing in lime green but its short so u can read the whole thing without to much difficulty lazy people! gosh!! so anyways its the used and its called On My Own
See all those people on the ground Wasting time I try to hold it all inside But just for tonight The top of the world Sitting here wishing The things I've become That something is missing Maybe I... But what do I know
And now it seems that I have found Nothing at all I want to hear your voice out loud Slow it down, slow it down Without it all I'm choking on nothing It's clear in my head And I'm screaming for something Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
On my own [x6]
Without it all I'm choking on nothing It's clear in my head And I'm screaming for something Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
hello all today i saw if i was still good at softball since i havnt played in about 2 years and im still pretty good haha but at the end of the day me and holly got tired and were falling all the time and we could throw or hit but we had fun so im trying out tomorrow (if mr michuad will let me) and thats pretty much all the news im willing to share with all of u!! or all the news i remember!! okay i havnt put a song in in a while so im gonna put in some Dresden Dolls (they sing coin operated boy!!) and ill put the part i like best in orange!!
So you dont want to hear about my good song? And you dont want to hear about how i am getting on With all the things that i can get done The sun is in the sky & i am by my lonesome So you don't want to hear about my good day? You have better things to do than to hear me say
God its been a lovely day! everything is going my way I took out the trash today and i'm on fire...
So you don't want to hear about my good friends? You dont have the guts to take the truth or consequence Success is in the eye of the beholder And its looking even better over your cold shoulder
I'm not suggesting you up and line me up for questioning But jesus think about the bridges you are burning And i'm betting That even though you knew it from the start You'd rather be a bitch than be an ordinary broken heart
So go ahead and talk about your bad day... I want all the details of the pain and misery That you are inflicting on the others I consider them my sisters and i'd like their numbers
God its been a lovely day! everything is going my way I took up croquet today and i'm on fire
I picked up the pieces of my broken ego I have finally made my peace as far as you and me go But i'd love to have you up to see the place & i'd like to do more than survive i'd like to rub it in your face.....
Hey! its been a lovely day! everything is going my way I had so much fun today and i'm on fire God it's been a lovely day everything's been going my way Ever since you went away hey i'm on fire..... I'm on fire... I'm on fire... So you dont want to hear about my good day?
finally friday! god so glad theres no school tomorrow i'd probably die! yep i feel bad right now but ill get over it maybe..w/e ugh my damn dog stepped on my face again!! and thank god someone i need to talk to just signed on!! yeah i think i'll end so i can focus on josh telling me something!
yeah its around 915 right now and im extremly bored...i really dont think anyone reads this anymore but if u are tell me cuz im gonna not bother writing if no's reading it but ill start writing more interesting things when i know whos reading yeah anyways i did a paragraph on my mathamatician tonight. i did about his death and yeah to comfort his brother (i thought this was cool) he said "Don't cry, I need all my courage to die at twenty" isnt that sweet or not exactly sweet but i dont no i thought it was nice haha anyways drama sucked (i wonder how many times ive said that) and holly left early the little bitch that she is and me and katie were gonna give her the silent treatment but when we got to the baylines she wasnt there so shes either at her moms or shes getting raped numurous times by hobos hahahahahahaha yeah ill laugh at my own jokes if i want omg guess what!! i wrote 3 poems that wern't half bad!!! (if i havnt mentioned i absolutly suck at writing poems) but im not gonna show anyone so im gonna end up losing them so the world will never no what my wonderful poems were haha yes im bored bored bored yes and now i must end cuz my cousin must tell me a wonderful story on the phone
hello children time to talk about my uneventful day! yep drama sucked as usual but i got the new My Chemical Romance CD!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!! i want there other one 2 though and i discovered today tom does not know how to give hugs!! he owed me one and when i asked for it he just stood there and expected me to hug him!! god tom u gotta return the hug!! yep so im gonna put in a my chemical romance song in cuz well gerards hot one reason (haha i love goths!) and yeah they're just a great band!!
"You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison"
In the middle of a gun fight... In the center of a restaurant... They say, "Come with your arms raised high!" Well, they're never gonna get me, And like a bullet through a flock of doves... To wage this war against your faith in me, Your life...will never be the same. On your mother's eyes, say a prayer...say a prayer!
[Chorus] Now, but I can't And I don't know How we're just two men as God had made us, Well, I can't...well, I can! Too much, too late, or just not enough of this Pain in my heart for your dying wish, I'll kiss your lips again.
They all cheat at cards and the checkers are lost, My cellmate's a killer, they made me do push-ups (in drag) But nobody cares if you're losing yourself...am I losing myself?! Well, I miss my mom, Will they give me the chair, Or lethal injection, or swing from a rope if you dare; Ah, nobody knows...all the trouble I've seen!
[Chorus]
To your room... What they ask of you Will make you want to say, "So long..." Well, I don't remember, Why remember...YOU?!
Do you have the keys to the hotel?! 'Cause I'm gonna string this motherfucker on fire! (FIRE!!)
Life is but a dream for the dead, And well I, I won't go down by myself, But I'll go down with my friends. Now now now now...now now now...now now now!!
monday monday i really hate monday but there was no drama so thats good its also my mumsys birthday!! i tried to be nice cuz i didnt get her a present but she still noticed! god dammit! yep so i think im suppose to get off the computer but no one is yelling at me so ill keep writing...dammit why does she yell right after i say that well bill has to go (hahaha!!)
hello sweeties im bored out of my mind so im listening to Shinedown and thinking about throwing away the remaining easter candy..yep anyways i really need a new book i finished Breathing Underwater (did i mention i was reading it? oh well it was good!) so im reading Friction again! haha im such a geek but u guys still love me right? Yep so i tried adding "volume" to my hair with this Aussie stuff and it just made my hair smell funny so im done with that for now god no one is on hmm oh oh no drama tomorrow!! haha yes!! i can go home for my moms birthday!! i still havnt gotten her a present haha im such a great daughter and now i feel bad but ill get her something..i just dont know what yet..why do i always have to add subjects it pisses me off if u havnt noticed me spazzing in the subjects and whos HEHEHE! its bugging me he/she's in mine, bouradees, and vesnas blogs!! i really think its ian but its all like no im not ian but hes sexy im gonna jerk off to his name! god i hate it..people still havnt given me my birthday present...assholes....haha my birthday was in january! oh well im still cool
hmm i want to talk about what happened this week but the people who dont know will be like OMG WHY AND SHIT so im not gonna and i'd write about the "fight" thing i had with someone (im not giving away their name cuz i dont no if they care) but i think they'll get embarressed or feel bad again so yeah im gonna think what to write about..i really suck at writing poems ive found, i wrote one in social studies about fish (haha ally told me 2) it was like
& nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; &nbs p; ; & nbsp; &n bsp; &nb sp; Fish smell bad
I dont like them
Except Maceral and Tuna
They're good
But they still stink
And tuna reminds me of cat food
haha me and my awesome poetry writing is april vacation almost here im tired of school!! im going to cousinas! (aka julias) for vacation (whether she likes it or not dammit all) and she'll be "special" again and take the boxspring from under her matress cuz shes to lazy to drag the matress from downstairs upstairs LMFAO!! she didnt know it was a boxspring "i was wondering why it wasnt very bouncy!" HAHAHAHA oh im gonna make fun of u forever for that blondie hahaha oh deary me..hmm i wonder if anyone ever reads this anymore?! tell me if u still read this okay? cuz i talk nonsense without noticing so i be making sense to my crazy head but to u its like im saying HOOLAH TONGA BLOO BLEE BLAH YIKEEYS NEERROOOWW haha i had fun doing that hehe i think i'll write til someone who loves me IMs me!! haha this is gonna take awhile i think ill end soon cuz i dont want to turn all your brains to moosh like mine haha how do u spell moosh?!? does anyone know what i mean by moosh? like the shit babies eat, squash moosh, pea moosh, you know gerber brand shit hahaha i dont think im making sense oh well moosh moosh moosh hahahahaha i find that hilarious moosh moosh moosh moosh moosh moosh moosh okay i think im done and its time to find a song and end! haha moosh is so funny!! wow im such an idiot!
This day could be the worst one yet I just won't relax I can't catch my breath Because I'm sick and tired of you'll be fine Well how do you know, can you read minds
[Pre Chorus] So take while you can so you can meet demands My insanity is what you thrive on So rip it from my soul, so everyone will know in the end We were never friends
[Chorus] Have you ever felt lost inside so unloved within that you almost die Have you ever stepped out of the light and realized there's a stranger inside
Don't push your ignorance on me I'm not unrehearsed to your jealousy And I know you think I don't see the signs Well how do you know, do I look blind
[2nd Pre Chorus] So take it while you can so you can meet demands My breakdown is what you thrive on So rip it from my soul so everyone will know in the end I'm the break you're the bend
good morning all i've been up for 3 hours already but still! yeah the bird out my window wouldnt let me sleep it kept going CHIRP CCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHIIIIRRRRP PPPPPP CHIRP CHIRP!!! I HATE IT I WAS GONNA THROW SOMETHING BUT I FIGURED MY MOM WOULD GET MAD IF I THREW LIKE A WATER BOTTLE OUT THE WINDOW SO I DECIDED IM GONNA KEEP ROCKS IN MY ROOM TO THROW! okay im all done with the caps but that bird must die hmm im listening to Beverly hills but im not gonna put that song in here cuz it doesnt have any really good lyrics its just a good song (does that make sense oh well it does to me!) yep im bored again did i already say that? yep emma doesnt believe that im away (even if im not hehe) so i put up an away message hahaha idiot (mr yum yum man! hahahaha) yeah i went to bed at 2? i hate daylight savings it confuses me farther!! yep okay i think ill stop writing! TA TA FOR NOW!
yawwwwwwwnnnnn its 1 something right now and im tired but i dont feel like going to bed at the moment yep so today resloved some problems and answered some unexplained questions (some i regret asking but thats okay haha) so im listening to breaking benjamin at the moment and yeah i really suck at writing poems i never know what to write about so i will never be a poet and if i am well i dont know im just being weird cuz im tired im gonna put a song in i guess since im listening to breaking benjamin ill keep on task and go with one of there songs oh yeah i have another switching radio stations success story simon switched from the q to cyy!! yay!! but i dont know he may go back to usher and them so ill get the song just hold on!
They fall in line One at a time Ready to play (I can't see them anyway) No time to lose We've got to move Steady the hand (I am losing site again)
Fire your guns It's time to roll Blow me away (I will stay, unless I may) After the fall We'll shake it off Show me the way
Only the strongest will survive Lead me to heaven, when we die I am the shadow on the wall I'll be the one to save us all
There's nothing left So save your breath Lying awake (Caught inside this tidal wave) Your cover's blown No where to go Holding your fate (Only I will walk away)
Fire your guns It's time to roll Blow me away (I will stay, unless I may) After the fall We'll shake it off Show me the way
Only the strongest will survive Lead me to heaven, when we die I am the shadow on the wall I'll be the one to save us all
omg Saw was pretty damn good i actually got a tid-bit scared!! i couldnt even go in the bathroom!! hahaha yeah so im pretty good and i really dont no what to write about so ill end it with out a song well ill just say a line! and yeah!
I dragged her down I put her out And back there I left her where no one could see And lifeless cold into this well I stared as this moment was held for me A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell As rice grains and roses fall at your feet Let's say goodbye, the hundredth time And then tomorrow we'll do it again
ahh today was boring as hell yep i stayed home and read the whole day i was planning to go outside but i didnt feel like it i feel tired but i slept for 12 hours so i dont no why i think im just weird yeah im reading this really good book called breathing underwater and yeah so im bored again..people keep asking whats wrong but i dont think anything is at the moment im just not happy im okay! theres a good one yeah i have a huge bruise near birth mark #2 from a fence (john barrie pushed me into it cuz i kicked him and my leg hit a screw it hurt!!) yep i have 2 birthmarks if u didnt know yeah i think ill just put a song in this and end it!
i hate how sokvanna ends hers with -Mz Clutz shes not a klutz shes just a wanna-bee me! haha im so awesome!! oh eyah my favorite part(s) of the song is in red!
Life is hard And so am i You'd better give me something So i don't die
Novocaine for the soul Before i sputter out
Life is white And i am black Jesus and his lawyer Are coming back Oh my darling Will you be here Before i sputter out
Guess whose living here With the great undead This paint-by-numbers life Is fucking with my head Once again
Life is good And i feel great 'cause mother says i was A great mistake
Novocaine for the soul You'd better give me something To fill the hole Before i sputter out
